Filled with all these questions,
Now I’m wondering.
In search of answers,
I’ve been wandering.
Every clue I thought I found,
To solve the mystery,
Just got me more involved,
And added to my misery.
The path that I’ve been walking,
Seems to lead nowhere.
I feel like I’ve lost everything,
And given in to my fears.
I’m stuck in the middle now. Should I proceed or go back?
All the signs of happiness, it seems that I lack.
Lights have faded away, and future looks so dark.
These walls of compulsions, I wish I could crack.
I’m not sure where I’m heading to.
Not sure either what I’m gonna do.
‘Cause my words are as worthless as a moo.
And me, compelled to walk on someone else’s shoe.
In this cold, dark path, I’ve been covered with frost.
I need to find my way soon, ’cause surviving is must.
But then again I’m not sure, whom I can trust.
In this journey of life, I’m stranded and I’m lost.
The confusion and chaos that life can be.
P.S. This poem was published on November 19th, 2020 on “LUNA” (lunatheblog.com) . You can read the post at https://lunatheblog.com/2020/11/19/im-lost/